lots.

I'm in college now,

I've lived in the city since september, and even though I say I don't have time to write philosophy papers , for some reason I'm blogging. Whatever. Everything gets done. This week, I went to The Christmas Spectacular, and to New Moon !!! and to the Performing Arts Library on the west side. I'm fairly sleepy all the time, but it doesn't matter because I'm so , so so Excited to go home on TUESDAY!! for THANKSGIVING! shit I'm excited! I get to see Baby! and Kozette and Kayleighbear and make pies with les and eat laha with Lou. and nom nom nom avec patrick like urrr day. God I can't wait. I can't wait for Dec 18th too because That's when I'll be home for over a month ... not to let this confuse anyone, I truly dislike South Carolina and I love NYC but I miss people. I need next year to hurry up so I can stop counting down the days until I see Patrick again. It's really sad. I miss him constantly. and Next year when I'm at FIT and he's at Baruch and we're living together. well , I think everything will just be perfect and I won't have to spend so much money on travel and it'll just be fantastic. I can't wait to come home from class or work and like make dinner. That sounds so domestic of me, but I just love Patrick and can't wait to be all wifey for him. and He'll play me music and we'll listen to the record player. awww yay. can't wait.

nom nom nom

So. . . I hate my job, and i work tomorrow. just , ya know, for starters. today, for the most part, was unsuccessful, i uh did some laundry, ate some cheerios, watched rookie of they year with my besties, then just ate a potato and made some bitchin brownies with the " brownie perfect" or something. made the mistake of waking my niece up just so i could hold her, then she repayed me for like an hour with screaming. . so . . lesson learned. tomorrow i'm telling michaels my last day is the 20th, thank the lord, i seriously hope i can't get that job back when i'm here during the holidays, jesus. . i'm so done with it, even though i love my discounts. i'm going to see patrick thursday night :] , and then friday going to warren's beach house with Julie to see les and warren . . duh. Saturday i work like all damn day but then i'm going to ride bikes with nicholi downtown, so at least there's something to look forward when i'm not thinking about burning the craft store down . . .wow, i'm angry haha. my roomate from albany, NY called me today, which was adorable cause she had to like actually call the school to get my cell and she was super sweet and offered to let me ship all my shit directly to her house . . i'm super excited to meet all my suitemates. . . just god i don't want to leave my friends and family, well mostly just kay and kozy family wise but still. . .murr . . . sad sad sad. i'm planning a going away get togeth, i'll feel stupid as shit if i cry in front of everyone . . but oh well. i'll miss them like you can't even imagine, i don't care what my parents say i'm coming home three times first semester, they can suck it, i'll die if i can't see lou and les and pat and duhs kayleighbear and kozyrosy. hmph. i can't read the omnivore's dilemma, it just sucks wayy to bad, i could care less that it's my first assignment as a college kid, i just . . wow, that book is shit. off topic. but really horrific. band of horses last night was amazing, i love them. i love that people in NYC know them, and i like for real know them , like their fam and have met them and blah, i'm just lucky sometimes, cause even though it's hard as balls to find good shows in the area cause i live in the chuck, we legit have the most intimate shows, and the artists that are from here . . they're just good people. uhhhh okay, i'm done. hopefully all my plans i just probably jinxed will come to pass so that my week is ballin. . . also pray that i finish this scrapbook, lately i've been drained of motivation. . legit sleeping til ten . ugh. it needs to stop. kay night.